Marie Ungar ’23
The Harvard Advocate (est. 1866), 21 South St.
Marie Ungar attended a creative writing summer camp in high school and had been exposed to some contemporary poets — Richard Siken, Ocean Vuong, Ada Limon, Maggie Nelson.
But it wasn’t until her first year at Harvard that she gained a true appreciation of poetry, she said. She largely credits her time at the Harvard Advocate.
Tucked away on a small street alongside Kirkland House, the Advocate, established in 1866, is the oldest continuously published collegiate literary magazine in the country and has included such editors and contributors as Jack Kerouac, Frank O’Hara, Adrienne Rich, and Wallace Stevens.
While serving on the Advocate’s poetry board and as its poetry editor, Ungar evolved as a writer, met fellow poets and mentors who inspired her, and delighted in the opportunity “to nerd out about poems” with colleagues. Poetry, she said, is “a way of making meaning of the world.”
Unger contributes a poem from her creative thesis about a moment spent with her friend Polina during the pandemic. It was their final day together after a summer in upstate New York before returning home.
I Am Always Getting Myself into Such Fixes
For Polina
The sky was bluer than any blue
you’ve ever thought you’ve seen in me.
We walked to the lake’s edge
and looked
at all the blue.
Against such a background,
everything gives way
so easily.
The trees tipped their branches
toward the shallows.
The birds submitted their reflections
to the water’s whim.
You skipped stones like small offerings
while I tried to take your picture, but the landscape
wouldn’t let go.
I wanted to hold it so badly,
and it took me instead.
I am always getting myself
into such fixes.
Leaving scattered parts
as necessary.
I imagine when Isis gathered the pieces
of Osiris’s body, she understood
what she was taking
away. She knew blue,
after all, and what it’s like
to live there. By the time I die,
there will be nothing left of me.
Poem first published in “Lake Effect.”