Suicidal thoughts (54 replies)

Has anyone here honestly ever had them? And if so how did they go away?

Not necessarily saying anything here but I've had an absolute tw at of a day and am just feeling completely and utterly exhausted all the time at the mo. I came home this evening and was planning on relaxing but then ended up being sent out on an errand and as I was waiting by the roadside I was thinking how from the moment I got up this morning it's been nothing but stress and frustration.

Now in fairness that can happen but what more disturbing to me was when I thought about how no one whatsoever has given a f. Like genuinely I've spent my day doing good to others and looking out for others but not one person has at any point considered that MY day might need to be made easier.

I know that the suicide rate is far higher for men than women and I wonder how much of it was due to people just not giving 2 ships about whether the man is ok or not.

I've got young children so I could never actually end my own life but it's pretty depressing to go through a day or a week with no one actually trying to make it easier for you. Especially when you do do it for others.

Thoughts?